echo74

someone help me figure this out in my head bc i dont know and i feel really bad no matter what decision i make

i overthink btw guys so if i'm ever assertive or annoying idk i feel really bad

anyways so we were doing a group presentation for my english and we were working on a ppt but that was boring and then we were like "oh what if we did a funny video?" because the teacher encourages creativity and all that stuff

and we were like using ai to brainstorm ideas and we ended up using an ai-written script for the video

and like idk we did the whole video and it was fine and then one of the girls edited the whole thing and all that

and ig i dunno i kinda realized that i dont want that on my conscience

i want to be honest and authentic in my work and using ai to do anything beyond brainstorming feels like a betrayal of my beliefs (i'm not saying they're not honest and authentic btw, they're all lovely amazing people)

anyways so after she'd edited, she said something about how it was way too short and one of the guys was like "yeah we could supplement it and just have it at the end or something"

and so i kinda stepped in and i was like "hey i'm actually not okay submitting ai work, especially cause you can get in serious trouble if you get caught and i also just don't want to be dishonest"

this is all over text btw

and they were kinda like "oh yeah like we could just use the video as an extra just in case we can't fill the time"

and i just i don't know.

so i volunteered to do the entire thing myself, but i didn't realize how much work that would entail. i've been working for the past hour and a half and i'm not even halfway done. and it's sloppy, like it's not good writing or anything.

i like want to ask them for help because i am tired and the words aint wording and i'd appreciate it if they'd pop in to edit my work. but also i'm kinda the reason we have to do all this extra work in the first place because i don't want to submit ai work (even if we'd never get caught)

and like i don't mind if they submit ai work, like that's their business and it really has nothing to do with me

i just i don't want that for myself

and i want to fix it before we have to present

but i don't know i'm like so tired idk if i can do it all.

and i also have like ten other assignments to do before tomorrow morning and uh yeah.

i just feel like i'm being annoying and i probably am tbh. they had the whole project streamlined and then i was like "erm actually". i want an A in the class, but idk how to do that on my own and i don't want to annoy them any longer (especially because they're probably getting to bed right about now)

(this is the thing i needed advice abt btw, and i thought i fixed it when i said i wasn't gonna cheat but idk im just so freaking tired and i don't know if i can do this all on my own.)