The Sacrifice RP

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

3 minutes ago, Lightweaver2 said:

“You shouldn’t!”

"Why not?"

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"Why not?"

“Because I’m terrible!”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

5 minutes ago, Lightweaver2 said:

“Because I’m terrible!”

"No you aren't! It's not your fault, what they did to you."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"No you aren't! It's not your fault, what they did to you."

“But it is my fault what I did, what I’m…”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“But it is my fault what I did, what I’m…”

"What? You did nothing wrong. You went through something horrible and traumatizing, and it seemed like I had abandoned you. It's okay."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"What? You did nothing wrong. You went through something horrible and traumatizing, and it seemed like I had abandoned you. It's okay."

“No, it isn’t! You don’t understand!”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“No, it isn’t! You don’t understand!”

"What don't I understand?"

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

8 minutes ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"What don't I understand?"

“I…I’m stupid. I wish I wasn’t this way.”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“I…I’m stupid. I wish I wasn’t this way.”

"What? You aren't stupid."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"What? You aren't stupid."

“I am! I shouldn’t feel this way.”

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Just so you know, she still irrationally blames Tayen and hates herself for it. Tayen doesn’t know that though.

 

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“I am! I shouldn’t feel this way.”

"It's okay to feel how you feel."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"It's okay to feel how you feel."

“No it isn’t!”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“No it isn’t!”

"Yes, it is. It's not wrong, and it's not your fault."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"Yes, it is. It's not wrong, and it's not your fault."

“It can’t be. It’s not right and I know that! I just still feel it! And I hate myself for it.”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

1 minute ago, Lightweaver2 said:

“It can’t be. It’s not right and I know that! I just still feel it! And I hate myself for it.”

"What is it?"

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"What is it?"

“I…I still blame…I can’t. I can’t say it.”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“I…I still blame…I can’t. I can’t say it.”

"You still blame me?"

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"You still blame me?"

“…yes. After everything you’ve done for me.”

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

4 minutes ago, Lightweaver2 said:

“…yes. After everything you’ve done for me.”

"It's okay. You've probably spent months at this point coming to terms with me abandoning you, and all of the sudden your understanding got upheaved."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

2 minutes ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"It's okay. You've probably spent months at this point coming to terms with me abandoning you, and all of the sudden your understanding got upheaved."

“It isn’t ok.” She dropped down to the floor again, hugging her knees.

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

1 minute ago, Lightweaver2 said:

“It isn’t ok.” She dropped down to the floor again, hugging her knees.

"It is. Helda, a year is a long time. And that sort of sunk-in feeling of loss and betrayal doesn't pass easily."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"It is. Helda, a year is a long time. And that sort of sunk-in feeling of loss and betrayal doesn't pass easily."

“I…I wish I didn’t feel this way. I wish I could just love you again, like before. I hope I can.”

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Good night!

 

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

Just now, Lightweaver2 said:

“I…I wish I didn’t feel this way. I wish I could just love you again, like before. I hope I can.”

"So do I. But... it's okay if it doesn't come easily, or never fully is the same as it was. I won't think any less of you. I can hardly imagine what you went through." He dropped down next to her. "I'll be here for you. Always. I'll always love you, Helda."

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

8 hours ago, The Aspiring Archivist said:

"So do I. But... it's okay if it doesn't come easily, or never fully is the same as it was. I won't think any less of you. I can hardly imagine what you went through." He dropped down next to her. "I'll be here for you. Always. I'll always love you, Helda."

She looked away from him, tears forming at her eyes again.

[The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns]

4 hours ago, Lightweaver2 said:

She looked away from him, tears forming at her eyes again.

He reached out and touched her arm lightly.