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At this point it’s like *checks* 4/5 of the way to my waist… which is a rather useless measurement without my height but whatever. *shrugs* I don’t really feel a need to grow it any longer like I did before, but I’ll gladly wait for my parents to make the first move on that. Oooh you should

ohhhh I don’t know, but my hair is probably not exactly what one imagines a boy with long hair. It looked just like Vin’s for most of my life, and for the last year has been… like if Vin refused to get a haircut for a year. Not Vin anymore, but not how boys usually wear long hair. yah…

Certified Gay Disasters. That thread you wandered into to find out why I changed my pronouns. I have a lot of free time on my hands, especially when nobody’s online. I also read a bit when I was question. It was disturbing how much it would resonate. Yeah… I’ll ask my parents for new clothes soon and try subtly doing that. About due for it. Yes, I need help, definitely. Yeah we should. But we both prob need to go to sleep right now (judging from your posts) so we can do that tomorrow if we’re online. Yeah I do live with parents. They’re open allies, but like… my mom is always like “so, do you like anyone? any pretty girls? Or guys, if you like guys that’s perfectly normal” but she actually rarely talks about trans. Like, I know she supports it, but I can’t think of a time she really mentions it. She did buy a birdhouse today with a pride flag hanging in front and scared me for a second. And my dad… he is an open ally, but didn’t exactly grow up as one, and is trying really hard to change on all those things, but he’s still… him. Very masculine. And he’s always like “men should always have money with them” “why is your hair so long, it’s rather… feminine. WAIT NO ANYONE CAN DO WHAT THEY WANT OOPS” “men should whatnot” and it usually makes me want to bash my head into a wall. Gently. So… I don’t know what his reaction would be. If you didn’t guess, I’m not out to them… That would be easy. My mom actually often tries to convince me “boys paint their nails too! You should do yours!” so I could definitely do that. hmmm yeah I already shave my face Yeah. It’s really nice just referring myself as a girl here, which is what started this… yeah thank you! … Wow, I should have already moved this to CGD. I type for nearly 20 minutes, double check I’m up to date and nobody responds, then I immediately get ninja’d… not much happened

*gasp* I am very proud of my signature thank you very much. It took me so long to file it down to three lines... I just put all the excess stuff into my about me. I ain't catching up on the rest of everything else... so sorry guys I can't contribute a lot. Gimme a bit. ah yes I have a vague feeling that trans stuff was a parellel to a actual topic but I have no idea what it is. *jumps up* storms I was supposed to have dinner a hour ago, byeee might be back, but byeee

Tis ok (I stole that from irl friend last semester, and am renewing use on the shard after seeing you use it) *nods* I don’t have much else to think about right now, so it’s always there… As evidenced by my existential crisis whilst standing in front of a rack of feminine clothing at a store today. *comtinues nodding*

no not right now otherwise there would be no enter key. It hasn’t been working lately, I’m using a hotspot to get around iPad controls ahhhhhhh yeah I need to figure that out… I’ve been looking at the resources you have on the front of Trans Hangout Thread ahhhh plus i have approximately 0 friends numbers or way to contact them over the summer. I could, theoretically, get them, but it would require a long grapevine through my cousin and admitting I have friends. So coming out has some problems right there i barely know how to transition… I wore a hoodie off the shoulder today. For 3 minutes. While on the shard, away from all people. I also had an existential crisis where I went to a store and wanted to get some feminine clothing. I didn’t ill figure it out… (no i won’t help me) *bounces squip off your head, because logic*

wait which thing are you talking about

*goes on a quest through CGD to find those pages* *gets notification* *becomes distracted* *resolves to do it later* I considered posting “Hey, that’s thread necromancy!” after and yah I read a bunch about that when I wanted to revive the imagine Sharders thread and was being paranoid ahhhhh i don’t know how to help… this is the girl who intentionally types on a watch

Chaos is the most terrifying being. Anyone who does not believe so is invited to look at his pfp, member title, blood-red name tag, and most importantly, this thread I dug up: https://www.17thshard.com/forums/topic/11764-the-lords-of-chaos/#comment-147830 I remember when you were talking with Chaos about that weird text box and mention notifications… I was on lurking on the thread being legitimately terrified

*double checks post* *references it to your blog* AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so sorry No OR IS IT? that’s the thing about philosophy… though supposedly, you’ll know if you’re right by reaching transcendence

Also forgot to say, thank you for telling me your favorite shade of green. I collect them like others collect stamps, or souls… Ledgers line my walls with the favorite green shades of the planet… my blog is due for a update of the list

Ah… *blows glitter into your eyes over a campfire* Dead Bird Autocorrect is one of those things humanity will understand one day… And there are cults devoted to finding the meaning as Tinkers search for the song… can YOU find it?

A bunch of Brandon’s books take place in a universe called the Cosmere, only Tress of what you’ve read. You might have caught Hoid narrating making weird references, they’re to the other Cosmere books. Also at the beginning where he says “yes that’s me. What gave it away? Was it the name?” is because Hoid is a character (Usually very minor, tress is an exception) in all of them, and it’s like a game trying to find him.

Dead bird autocorrect! which has been canonical for several months.

Me too! I also sit at my computer at 10 (for me) and repeatedly reload YouTube. I find it quite annoying that Octavia doesn’t keep Brandon’s posting schedule consistent, it can be as late as 10:10 or a day late a few weeks ago. That was a nightmare. Really? I couldn’t tell *coughs* “HAHHWH HJJJHD I HAVE LIKE DOZENSSSSSE SHHWHWJEIEOWOWK I KEKEKEEEKR AND I JUST ADDED MORE” - @Usseewa *coughs* Ooooh

I would like to second this, if it’s possible… but my quoting is always glitchy

also Rules Wednesday, which nobody should understand unless they’re stalking me also Intentionally Blank p, which nobody seems to care about as much as me (Also, I’ve been editing them out but random p’s keep appearing in my p typing like that. Weird.)

*begins singing happy birthday* *gets shushed by someone who says it’s to early* *ignores them* Happy birthday!

Not in years… and definitely never typed it before.

You don’t have to pirate it, a file’s free on the website…

As I edited in: what the autoincorrect how did “who” become “Sephora” why is Sephora even something autocorrect would jump to

Yah, I’ll get it eventually. But I still have quite a few books to read… (not as much as Lily) plus ebooks usually end up a problem during the summer. im not the only one Sephora saw that: what the autoincorrect how did “who” become “Sephora” why is Sephora even something autocorrect would jump to

*immediately wants to ask* *looks at pile of books* *sighs*

*incoming story rant* last school year I led some friends to believe I read a book a day. At the time, my average time was 11 hours, which usually would not work with a school day. But now I didn’t want to let them down. So after some dust jacket shenanigans, I ended up upping my average to an actual book a day. It was exhausting. Plus I kept having to go back to the library. This year I instead tries to stretch out the cosmere for as long as I could at made it a streak of only reading Sanderson. Clearly that’s not what to do after getting your average to a day, it took me 3 months for the cosmere, cytonverse, reckoners, and Alcatraz.

*burst into tears of sympathy*