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ELEANOR RIGBY is the déjà vu true? did i alresdy ralk about this with you?

You could put this in mental health thread if ya want also

Ash sits alone on their bed with the lights off. Outside, they can hear an occasional car pass by, though those are infrequent. Ash technically lives in this apartment with their parents, but they... aren't around much, and tonight is a night like all the rest. Ash sighs, then groans, then rolls off their small bed—not minding the pain from hitting the uncarpeted floor—and searches in the moonlit darkness under the bed for their laptop. Their fingers find the clunky machine and they drag it out, and—lying on the floor—open it. It takes several minutes to start up, and the fan goes on and off. Ash has to restart the whole process as they plug it in—the thing died as soon as it turned on, of course. Once it finishes, Ash types in their password and opens up the private browser. They know their parents check their search history. If they... have the time or care to... Ash shakes their head and logs into the forum. They found it all that time ago, and... it's become a solace, these past few years. There's a new post by some sketchy user—well, as sketchy as one can be here. "Horror. It has a bad reputation..." Ash—here, NotAfraid07—reads the post, but doesn't reply. They don't usually like being the first to post; they're more of a... lurker.

It's aight I dyed my hair finally and it's epic

i dont wanna admit it tho cuz i just had a conversation with a therapy person about like talking about it and I'd feel like by telling them now I'd just be suddenly doing it after i learned it's advantageous but i really don't think there's any advantage unless you count getting better, and these thoughts... are probably passive cuz i no longer have somewhat plans, just a desire to you know is rhat what u were talking abut or am i stupid or an idito

maybe ill make another RP sometime also dont call it forums of insanity pls cuz thats my name and maybe not even good one lol also guys did you know that graphic violence is allowed in RP's? i think

but like is it just a regualr rp, what's the use for a GM? Also uh i kinda wanted to make my own horror RP but since this is basically your idea in the end after i said the forum thing u can make it and GM- I'll play. U could play too tho couldnt u? is it gunna take long to make?

so like do i make a signup thread or smth? i never made rp before (i wanna be one to make tho) if thats fien how's "Forums of Insanity" ? wait r u makin it or me cuz i wanted to make rp but u kinda came up with idea and me too tho also what's GM do like is this gonna be an SE thing or a regular RP?

sounds amazing sure let's give it a go and see where it goes?

i wanna

O, well i do :3 and verde here, too u can realize things you know, as i have done so that you are more or different, for the better, than you've thought for your whole life

*smh my head*

do go on? i dont wuote understandé

hehe.. wdymhowso? "maybe"

hm? what does that mean? or is it unrelated? that's what i thought i want tragic tho :3 i mean i was thinking we could like each be characters across the world or smt that connect online like text online but they all are gunna die or think so maybe they idk or... what if... we do an RP that takes place both online and IRL (but obviously still all on the shard forum, but like the characters know each other online and maybe irl or meet irl and it's also a horror RP) i rlly wanna make a horror RP

No, do not do it Peoplr have gotten scolded for useless, idiotic pings that waste his time

i prolly would if my mind allowdd me to resd it whoch it sometimes mostly would you said u had one before right? i'd read it, or try cant make promises ofc cuz sometimes i find ot very hard to reead stuff or not enough time also u seem wise ngl UwU mb :3

Uhm? Idk if you were there, read above. It's not Mono.... probably We could do Mono RP? yay! Yeah we could see ah i see ,yes. im childish and i hopefully wisde on eolccasio

i translated it but i dont understand how i reminded u of that

clealey yuo dnot flolw threi blefies on another note... you guys remember that short story type thing idea i came up eith? do you think it'd make a good RP? we could be characters in that universe, growing more tired and probably eventually dying, but also together maybe? Maybe it wouldn't make a good RP, idk, but was wodnerin

i type them on my phone... when im locked in i dont see how its hard

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