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mini rant bc i'm thinking abt it
Spoileri lowkey used to be a fake friend to this one girl in middle school
like looking back on it i was actually horrible to her and i regret it so much
i wasnt trying to be a bad person but i genuinely was a bad friend to her
and i will always regret that
and i feel really bad because we don't talk anymore (cuz of some of the stuff that happened between us, i ended up cutting her off)
i don't know if that was the right decision to make, but it's the decision i made
and it feels horrible inside bc the older i get, the more i realize how much of the problem i actually was
honestly i think we were both going through it at the time
most of the time, it wasn't malicious either
i was just so self-focused that i wasn't able to see the pain she was in and i wasn't able to be a good friend
but like she didn't deserve that, she's a lovely human being and she genuinely deserves the best
i don't know how she's doing but i really really just hope she's doing better
anyways idk why i'm posting this but i just need to air that out even tho it's been a while
just been thinking abt it lately yk
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I think everyone has at least moments where they are a terrible friend to someone. I know I have.
We can’t go back in time and change what we did. Even if we could, would we want to? Yes, those actions hurt, but it’s a fundamental building block in who you are.
Sometimes I still feel guilty about my bad friend moment. But I use it as motivation to be a better friend and person than I was then. It hurts, but it played a part in who I am. I wouldn’t change what I did. That friend has forgiven me, even if sometimes I forget that I’ve forgiven myself, because yourself is the hardest person to forgive. But you can, and you can use that burnt bridge as a lesson and motivation to move forward.
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