Percy Jackson RP

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

6 minutes ago, Lunamor said:

Out of the corner of her eye, Jenny saw plants of some sort sprouting. She tried to keep facing away, but couldn’t. It was so hard to stay away. She risked a glance over her shoulder and saw that Aaron was covering the crack in the window. Ed was looking at that and crying. Had he… oh no. Was staying away not enough? Was she hurting him by leaving? She’d hurt him by staying, too. No matter what she did, she’d hurt him. But she couldn’t just watch him hurt.

She walked back over to Ed and sat down. She was barely in arms reach and didn’t look at him directly. This way, she could grab him if he tried to do anything.

@Weaver of Lies

@Scars of Hathsin

Jenny was back. He didn’t know what she was doing there. Hopefully she wouldn’t talk to him. He didn’t think he could stand a confrontation.

 This was for best. It had to be.

[Lunamor she/her]

2 minutes ago, Weaver of Lies said:

Jenny was back. He didn’t know what she was doing there. Hopefully she wouldn’t talk to him. He didn’t think he could stand a confrontation.

 This was for best. It had to be.

He wasn’t hurting himself because she was back. There had to be something more she could do. Maybe she could start everything over again. Go back to the very beginning. Jenny grabbed a flower out of her bag, then wordlessly slid it across the floor to Ed.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

3 minutes ago, Lunamor said:

He wasn’t hurting himself because she was back. There had to be something more she could do. Maybe she could start everything over again. Go back to the very beginning. Jenny grabbed a flower out of her bag, then wordlessly slid it across the floor to Ed.

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this’ll be interesting.

A flower. Such a simple object, but it meant so much. And it could kill him. So much easier than jumping. He picked it up, slowly raising it towards his mouth.

[Scars of Hathsin he/him]

Aaron does not look up. I will let them sort this out, but we need to get out of here soon, before the police come.

[Lunamor she/her]

1 minute ago, Weaver of Lies said:

A flower. Such a simple object, but it meant so much. And it could kill him. So much easier than jumping. He picked it up, slowly raising it towards his mouth.

Jenny immediately tried to grab his arm to stop him, then yank the flower out of his hand. She made no attempt to be gentle. Stupid, stupid Jenny. She’d handed him a deadly poisonous flower. Death followed her everywhere. It was no wonder people were scared of her. They should be scared.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

1 minute ago, Lunamor said:

Jenny immediately tried to grab his arm to stop him, then yank the flower out of his hand. She made no attempt to be gentle. Stupid, stupid Jenny. She’d handed him a deadly poisonous flower. Death followed her everywhere. It was no wonder people were scared of her. They should be scared.

He let her. She cared about him, still. She had given that flower to him like she had given the other to him what seemed so long ago. She was trying to help. He finally turned and looked at her with a tear-streaked face. “I’m so sorry Jenny,” he said hoarsely.

[RoyalBeeMage he/him]

"hey guys can we forget about suicide for a second and go look for some lunch please?"

@Weaver of Lies(nice new name) @Lunamor @Scars of Hathsin

[Lunamor she/her]

7 minutes ago, Weaver of Lies said:

He let her. She cared about him, still. She had given that flower to him like she had given the other to him what seemed so long ago. She was trying to help. He finally turned and looked at her with a tear-streaked face. “I’m so sorry Jenny,” he said hoarsely.

“It’s ok.”

Jenny sat there quietly for a moment, unsure of what to do. She was worried that anything she said might make things worse again. Silence might also make things worse, though.

”Do you want to stay together? We don’t have to. We can start over, if you want.”

Please say yes. Please don’t leave.

13 minutes ago, RoyalBeeMage said:

"hey guys can we forget about suicide for a second and go look for some lunch please?"

@Weaver of Lies(nice new name) @Lunamor @Scars of Hathsin

Jenny looked at Roy incredulously. That was a wildly insensitive thing to say, even for him.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, Lunamor said:

It’s ok.”

Jenny sat there quietly for a moment, unsure of what to do. She was worried that anything she said might make things worse again. Silence might also make things worse, though.

”Do you want to stay together? We don’t have to. We can start over, if you want.”

Please say yes. Please don’t leave.

He looked at her. His heart and mind agreed on this. Yes, yes he absolutely wanted to stay with her. He wanted to hold her, to kiss her, to just…be with her.

 But if he said yes, it would continue the problems. Continue the problems that he put on her.

 He stayed silent for a moment. Then another. He wanted so badly to say yes.

”I…I…does it matter what I want?”

18 minutes ago, RoyalBeeMage said:

"hey guys can we forget about suicide for a second and go look for some lunch please?"

@Weaver of Lies(nice new name) @Lunamor @Scars of Hathsin

 He ignored Roy.

[Lunamor she/her]

1 minute ago, Weaver of Lies said:

He looked at her. His heart and mind agreed on this. Yes, yes he absolutely wanted to stay with her. He wanted to hold her, to kiss her, to just…be with her.

 But if he said yes, it would continue the problems. Continue the problems that he put on her.

 He stayed silent for a moment. Then another. He wanted so badly to say yes.

”I…I…does it matter what I want?”

 He ignored Roy.

“It matters. Both people have to want to be in a relationship for it to be real, I think. The last thing I want to do is force you to do something you don’t want to do, anyways.”

Jenny heartbeat was incredibly fast, faster than it was even during the rush of battle. She was terrified that Ed would say no. Terrified that she’d be alone. Terrified that she’d get what she deserved.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

2 minutes ago, Lunamor said:

“It matters. Both people have to want to be in a relationship for it to be real, I think. The last thing I want to do is force you to do something you don’t want to do, anyways.”

Jenny heartbeat was incredibly fast, faster than it was even during the rush of battle. She was terrified that Ed would say no. Terrified that she’d be alone. Terrified that she’d get what she deserved.

“I…I know that. But…does it matter what I want if what I want will hurt you? And I know it will.”

How could what he wanted matter. Even if they wanted the same thing. It was best for them to not be together.

[Lunamor she/her]

15 minutes ago, Weaver of Lies said:

“I…I know that. But…does it matter what I want if what I want will hurt you? And I know it will.”

How could what he wanted matter. Even if they wanted the same thing. It was best for them to not be together.

“It’ll hurt me if I ignore what you want. I don’t wanna ignore what I want, either. I love you. I want you to be happy.”

Jenny tried to shove down the feelings of hopelessness Ed’s words elicited. She couldn’t give up. She couldn’t let him sink into this dark place. He needed help, and it didn’t seem like anyone else was able to do that right then and there.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, Lunamor said:

“It’ll hurt me if I ignore what you want. I don’t wanna ignore what I want, either. I love you. I want you to be happy.”

Jenny tried to shove down the feelings of hopelessness Ed’s words elicited. She couldn’t give up. She couldn’t let him sink into this dark place. He needed help, and it didn’t seem like anyone else was able to do that right then and there.

“But…everything tells me that what I want is what will hurt you most. Everything but…well, you and me.”

Hopefully she would say that’s what mattered most.

[Lunamor she/her]

Just now, Weaver of Lies said:

“But…everything tells me that what I want is what will hurt you most. Everything but…well, you and me.”

Hopefully she would say that’s what mattered most.

“I don’t care if it hurts me. I just want to stay with you. I love you. Love is what matters.”

Jenny spoke earnestly. She scooted slightly closer to Ed. She didn’t touch him or get in his personal space; she just wanted to be near him. Just in case she never got that opportunity again.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

2 minutes ago, Lunamor said:

“I don’t care if it hurts me. I just want to stay with you. I love you. Love is what matters.”

Jenny spoke earnestly. She scooted slightly closer to Ed. She didn’t touch him or get in his personal space; she just wanted to be near him. Just in case she never got that opportunity again.

“It matters to me if it hurts you.”

 He couldn’t stop himself. Ignoring the pain, he spun, wrapping his arms around her and pulling her close to him. He could…he could end this now. One  last, loving hug from him. Then it would all be over.

”I love you. And that’s why…that’s why I have the strength to leave. Because in the end it will be better for you.”

 He didn’t mention how much it would crush him. She didn’t need to know. And he wasn’t important.

[Lunamor she/her]

1 minute ago, Weaver of Lies said:

“It matters to me if it hurts you.”

 He couldn’t stop himself. Ignoring the pain, he spun, wrapping his arms around her and pulling her close to him. He could…he could end this now. One  last, loving hug from him. Then it would all be over.

”I love you. And that’s why…that’s why I have the strength to leave. Because in the end it will be better for you.”

 He didn’t mention how much it would crush him. She didn’t need to know. And he wasn’t important.

“Leaving hurts me! This relationship hasn’t been hurting me, but I know for a fact that I’ll be hurt by it ending.”

Jenny clung to Ed tightly, not wanting to let go. He didn’t seem to understand how much she loved him. By this point, she was shaking. She was going to end up alone again. Her next word was half sob.

”Please.”

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, Lunamor said:

“Leaving hurts me! This relationship hasn’t been hurting me, but I know for a fact that I’ll be hurt by it ending.”

Jenny clung to Ed tightly, not wanting to let go. He didn’t seem to understand how much she loved him. By this point, she was shaking. She was going to end up alone again. Her next word was half sob.

”Please.”

He let go of her. “It’s for the best. I promise, you’ll see eventually. This might not have been hurting you right now, but eventually it would. And I know it will hurt to end, but that’ll hurt less, I think. And then…” then you won’t have to worry about me,  or  have me endangering you.

[Lunamor she/her]

Just now, Weaver of Lies said:

He let go of her. “It’s for the best. I promise, you’ll see eventually. This might not have been hurting you right now, but eventually it would. And I know it will hurt to end, but that’ll hurt less, I think. And then…” then you won’t have to worry about me,  or  have me endangering you.

“You don’t know that. You don’t know how I feel better than I do. I won’t stop loving you. It’s too late to make that go away.”

She took that hug as a sign that he still loved her. She still had a fighting chance. Jenny desperately wanted to hug Ed again, but he probably wouldn’t be comfortable with that. She unconsciously hugged herself instead.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, Lunamor said:

“You don’t know that. You don’t know how I feel better than I do. I won’t stop loving you. It’s too late to make that go away.”

She took that hug as a sign that he still loved her. She still had a fighting chance. Jenny desperately wanted to hug Ed again, but he probably wouldn’t be comfortable with that. She unconsciously hugged herself instead.

“I…I do know that. Because of who I am, I know that I would have gotten you hurt. This is best. I’m sorry.”

 He stood slowly, then, with a glance back at her, he teetered a few steps away.

[Lunamor she/her]

1 minute ago, Weaver of Lies said:

“I…I do know that. Because of who I am, I know that I would have gotten you hurt. This is best. I’m sorry.”

 He stood slowly, then, with a glance back at her, he teetered a few steps away.

Jenny didn’t move, staring blankly forwards.

Her eyes had gone glassy.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Just now, Lunamor said:

Jenny didn’t move, staring blankly forwards.

Her eyes had gone glassy.

Edgar sank to his knees.

 Pain. The pain felt right. He deserved it, after  what he had put Jenny through. He deserved far worse.

[Lunamor she/her]

1 minute ago, Weaver of Lies said:

Edgar sank to his knees.

 Pain. The pain felt right. He deserved it, after  what he had put Jenny through. He deserved far worse.

Jenny stood up and walked over to the window, standing right in front of it. She looked down through it with a smile.

”The city really is pretty from up here.”

[RoyalBeeMage he/him]

1 hour ago, Lunamor said:

Jenny stood up and walked over to the window, standing right in front of it. She looked down through it with a smile.

”The city really is pretty from up here.”

"your right. you can see a lot from here."

[Lunamor she/her]

32 minutes ago, RoyalBeeMage said:

"your right. you can see a lot from here."

Jenny turned towards Roy, still smiling. 

“The city really is pretty from up here.”

Her lifeless eyes scanned the room, eventually falling on Edgar. Sorrow flickered in them as she saw that Ed had fallen to his knees. She meandered over to him, her body going through the motions like it was on autopilot. Her uncanny smile had faded slightly. When she spoke, it sounded like someone had started to play an audio clip halfway through.

”Pretty from up here.”

She was looking at Ed, not the window. She then sat down next to him, movements somehow both jerky and smooth.

A white-hot hatred seared her mind.

@Weaver of Lies

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

3 hours ago, Lunamor said:

Jenny turned towards Roy, still smiling. 

“The city really is pretty from up here.”

Her lifeless eyes scanned the room, eventually falling on Edgar. Sorrow flickered in them as she saw that Ed had fallen to his knees. She meandered over to him, her body going through the motions like it was on autopilot. Her uncanny smile had faded slightly. When she spoke, it sounded like someone had started to play an audio clip halfway through.

”Pretty from up here.”

She was looking at Ed, not the window. She then sat down next to him, movements somehow both jerky and smooth.

A white-hot hatred seared her mind.

@Weaver of Lies

“Y…yeah. It is.” Why was she saying that? Any way she sitting next to him? And why did she sound so…unlike herself?

 He would make it worse. He always made it worse. How was he going to mess up now?