Zephrun’s Imperium Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 5 minutes ago, Emi said: Ugh, I have today my often mood, when I think that actually nobody likes me, nobody never liked me and nobody will never ever like me. I mean, people don’t hate me. They tolerate me. But I’m not really sure how many of people’s in my life really liked me. The first person, with which I thought we were best friends actually invited me on her birthday like 2-3 times. Then my second friend actually used me and was literally saying that I’m worse than her in everything. After that, pretty recently I realized that 2 of people, which I always called friends and really liked them since preschool, got better friends and I became the 3rd wheel. Like always. When I joined here, I realized that people are nice to me. That was a really big shook to me as no one never was nice to me, unless I was trying to be nice for him several times. Well, even if I have a bad day, I still want to thank you guys for being such an awesome, great and incredible people. *hugs* I totally understand being used by a friend you thought was really good to you. It hurts. It really, really hurts. I also understand being the third wheel. That's never a good feeling. But believing that nobody likes you is a mistake. I don't know your life, I can't point you to exactly who, but I can promise you with pretty stone hard certainty that there are plenty of people who really care for you with all they have. And I'm so glad you have the Shard as an out for that. This place really is exceptional. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emi Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 2 minutes ago, Shard of Thought said: *hugs* I totally understand being used by a friend you thought was really good to you. It hurts. It really, really hurts. I also understand being the third wheel. That's never a good feeling. But believing that nobody likes you is a mistake. I don't know your life, I can't point you to exactly who, but I can promise you with pretty stone hard certainty that there are plenty of people who really care for you with all they have. And I'm so glad you have the Shard as an out for that. This place really is exceptional. Thank you! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 8 minutes ago, Emi said: Ugh, I have today my often mood, when I think that actually nobody likes me, nobody never liked me and nobody will never ever like me. I mean, people don’t hate me. They tolerate me. But I’m not really sure how many of people’s in my life really liked me. The first person, with which I thought we were best friends actually invited me on her birthday like 2-3 times. Then my second friend actually used me and was literally saying that I’m worse than her in everything. After that, pretty recently I realized that 2 of people, which I always called friends and really liked them since preschool, got better friends and I became the 3rd wheel. Like always. When I joined here, I realized that people are nice to me. That was a really big shook to me as no one never was nice to me, unless I was trying to be nice for him several times. Well, even if I have a bad day, I still want to thank you guys for being such an awesome, great and incredible people. *hugs* You're awesome, Emi. You're really fun to see and talk to. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emi Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 2 minutes ago, Mist said: *hugs* You're awesome, Emi. You're really fun to see and talk to. *facepalm* how could I ever had doubts that I’m boring for you and you don’t want to see me? (and believe me there was such a moment) Thank you all! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 14 minutes ago, Emi said: Ugh, I have today my often mood, when I think that actually nobody likes me, nobody never liked me and nobody will never ever like me. I mean, people don’t hate me. They tolerate me. But I’m not really sure how many of people’s in my life really liked me. The first person, with which I thought we were best friends actually invited me on her birthday like 2-3 times. Then my second friend actually used me and was literally saying that I’m worse than her in everything. After that, pretty recently I realized that 2 of people, which I always called friends and really liked them since preschool, got better friends and I became the 3rd wheel. Like always. When I joined here, I realized that people are nice to me. That was a really big shook to me as no one never was nice to me, unless I was trying to be nice for him several times. Well, even if I have a bad day, I still want to thank you guys for being such an awesome, great and incredible people. *Hugs.* I know that feeling so well and it hurts like a trip to Braize!! I wish I could say that that feeling will just disappear. However know as @Shard of Thought though we don't know who they are there are people in your life who do care about you. You are awesome Emi!! That I would say is pretty hard to dispute! We are here for you if you need to vent we are here. Drop me a DM if you need a sounding board to just let loose your frustration! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emi Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 (edited) 1 minute ago, Nathrangking said: Drop me a DM if you need a sounding board to just let loose your frustration! DM? Edited July 22, 2020 by Emi 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 Just now, Emi said: DM? A direct message sent through the messaging option. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emi Posted July 22, 2020 Report Share Posted July 22, 2020 Just now, Nathrangking said: A direct message sent through the messaging option. Aah! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Truthless of Shinovar Posted July 25, 2020 Report Share Posted July 25, 2020 (edited) Oh man. Life. It happens sometimes. Today was one of those days. Edited July 25, 2020 by Truthless of Shinovar 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist Posted July 25, 2020 Report Share Posted July 25, 2020 Just now, Truthless of Shinovar said: Oh man. Life. It happens sometimes. *hugs* You can do it, even though life is often hard. I'm happy to listen. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Truthless of Shinovar Posted July 25, 2020 Report Share Posted July 25, 2020 (edited) 8 minutes ago, Mist said: *hugs* You can do it, even though life is often hard. I'm happy to listen. Thanks Mist It’s just been a busy day, I’ve felt a bit overwhelmed, especially with work, but I think I’m doing better now. Tomorrow’s a new day, so I’ve got hope. Edited July 25, 2020 by Truthless of Shinovar 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist Posted July 25, 2020 Report Share Posted July 25, 2020 14 minutes ago, Truthless of Shinovar said: Thanks Mist It’s just been a busy day, I’ve felt a bit overwhelmed, especially with work, but I think I’m doing better now. Tomorrow’s a new day, so I’ve got hope. I'm glad you're doing better. We all know and have those days. I hope tomorrow is better. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaywalk Posted July 25, 2020 Report Share Posted July 25, 2020 11 hours ago, Truthless of Shinovar said: Oh man. Life. It happens sometimes. Today was one of those days. I feel that, man. I’m barely keeping my head above water myself. Good luck with everything. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist Posted July 25, 2020 Report Share Posted July 25, 2020 34 minutes ago, Jaywalk said: I feel that, man. I’m barely keeping my head above water myself. Good luck with everything. Good luck to you too. You can do it! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AonEne Posted July 30, 2020 Report Share Posted July 30, 2020 I can’t get a storming leaf out of my head. I was walking around outside with my therapist, and there was a leaf on the ground, and I should have stepped on it, but I didn’t. And now I just remembered it and buckled inward a little bit with how the memory hit me. The whole point of the walk was to ignore stuff, I managed everything else, nothing else is coming back to haunt me, I didn’t fret over anything else for a whole lap around a bunch of buildings, but this one rusting freaking leaf...ugh. I could write more, but now I’m just tired. It doesn’t deserve my energy. Does anyone have a cute animal? 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist Posted July 30, 2020 Report Share Posted July 30, 2020 2 minutes ago, AonEne said: Does anyone have a cute animal? *hugs* 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunamor Posted July 30, 2020 Report Share Posted July 30, 2020 (edited) 5 minutes ago, Mist said: *hugs* Yours is really similar to mine! Is it a devon rex? *throws distractingly cute animals at Ene* Edited July 30, 2020 by Lunamor 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist Posted July 30, 2020 Report Share Posted July 30, 2020 Just now, Lunamor said: Yours is really similar to mine! Is it a devon rex? *throws distractingly cute animals at Ene* Uhhhhhhhh. I don't know. One adopted us, another adopted us (not pictured because she kept moving), and another is the child of the one not pictured. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AonEne Posted July 30, 2020 Report Share Posted July 30, 2020 Thank you for the cats *hugs and wonders why autocorrect thinks cats are days* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunamor Posted July 30, 2020 Report Share Posted July 30, 2020 Cause we got cats for daaaaaays! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emi Posted August 1, 2020 Report Share Posted August 1, 2020 On 30/07/2020 at 4:19 AM, AonEne said: Does anyone have a cute animal? I guess it’s too late, but: 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DramaQueen Posted August 1, 2020 Report Share Posted August 1, 2020 12 hours ago, Emi said: I guess it’s too late, but: mlem 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AonEne Posted August 3, 2020 Report Share Posted August 3, 2020 Oh my gosh, adorable. Thank you, Emi, it’s never too late for cats! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Caesura Posted August 3, 2020 Report Share Posted August 3, 2020 I've been laid off for the second time since Covid hit; I have 3 weeks to find another job so we have enough money to finance our mortgage. I want to study some more to get on a career track I'm interested in, but we can't currently afford that, so I'm just trying to find a job that's tolerable for now. I'm still pretty young, I've got plenty of time to figure stuff out, but I'm just... confused, stressed, at a bit of a loose end, trying to find some sort of purpose. It sure has been a wild year, hasn't it? Anyway. *hugs* for anyone who wants them (and an open inbox if anyone wants to talk), and cat pictures! Spoiler 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DramaQueen Posted August 3, 2020 Report Share Posted August 3, 2020 1 hour ago, Caesura said: I've been laid off for the second time since Covid hit; I have 3 weeks to find another job so we have enough money to finance our mortgage. I want to study some more to get on a career track I'm interested in, but we can't currently afford that, so I'm just trying to find a job that's tolerable for now. I'm still pretty young, I've got plenty of time to figure stuff out, but I'm just... confused, stressed, at a bit of a loose end, trying to find some sort of purpose. It sure has been a wild year, hasn't it? Anyway. *hugs* for anyone who wants them (and an open inbox if anyone wants to talk), and cat pictures! Reveal hidden contents Sending so many hugs your way! I hope everything works out for you and that you can find a more lasting job that you enjoy soon! Those cats are adorable. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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