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  1. I already posted this on the Members of the Church thread, but it was an incredible experience for me, so I'm going to put it here too. It's about my beliefs.

    I had a really spiritual experience two nights ago.

    I haven't really mentioned this on here before but, since I'm the youngest in my family, I'm the only sibling at home. 

    And... it sucks sometimes. I miss my siblings so much. It's a big gap between me and my next youngest sibling... but we're close. And... it's really hard, knowing that to some/one of my siblings, my home... their home, once... will never be their home again. My brother... has a home of his own. And I barely remember the time before he left home. 

    And that hurts.

    And hearing in books about sibling rivalries and among friends... they don't seem to care about their siblings. They don't seem to care, when their brothers and sisters leave home, that the people they've grown up beside aren't there anymore. It feels, sometimes, like I'm the only person in the world who misses my siblings. I just felt... alone in feeling this kind of pain. I was curled up in the corner of my bed when I felt like I should go to the window.

    And then I looked out the window, and saw the moon and thought "we've been on that!" And it reminded me of this video:

    Spoiler

     

    It was unthinkable, unimaginable that we could be on the moon.
    And it was unthinkable, unimaginable that...
    Jesus suffered for us. For me. He knows every kind of pain. He's experienced what I'm experiencing right now. He knows what it's like to have siblings move away, and I am in no way alone. 
    And I realized that He knows the deepest, darkest, stupidest parts of our souls. And he loves us, wholly, purely, and completely, anyway. 
    The Spirit was washing over me, and I knew that Jesus knew exactly what I was feeling. I imagined Him sitting next to me and wrapping his arms around me and holding me.

    I have a testimony that He knows us. All of all of us. And He loves us. All of all of us.

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    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

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      I'm so happy that I could brighten your day. Although saying I did isn't quite accurate... you know who I mean. I hope you can feel God's love during your trials.

      And to be clear, I'm not scolding people who aren't as close to their siblings. It's just that I think I'm uncommonly close with mine, and I'm sad that it sometimes seems like I'm alone in missing them.

      I didn't read it as scolding at all.

    3. S. Stormy

      S. Stormy

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      I didn't read it as scolding at all.

      That's good! I was a little worried rereading mine, seeing it from a scolding perspective.

    4. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      I didn't see it as scolding either, I think it's awesome that you have that.

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